Saturday, August 25, 2012


As I sit back and write today with tear-clogged eyes, flashes of events and incidents that occurred lately cross my mind. I feel stuck in a time warp. High and lows are an inevitable part of our lives, yet it isn't everyone's cup of tea to endure them with the necessary grace and poise. 

Not many months ago, I used to be a very different person than what I am now. 
I feel hollow, I feel drained. I think I am eventually losing up on my appetite to interact and be informed. I can already sense a sea-change within me which I am sure, is not going to do me any good!

As always I found no other place than this blog to come back and shed some copious tears. As the masters of wisdom have said, life moves on, I am trying to usher in a wave of life, unfettered and ill-informed. To be honest, I won't mind if God takes away my life right now, right here. 

I strongly feel that I have lived my part and don't feel any more surge to explore anything anymore.

Dear God, if you are listening kindly do me a favour. Just end up things before they get to worse. I truly feel that sojourn on earth needs to culminate into its rightful end sometime sooner than later. I have been here, lived it but now I wish to disappear and get a taste of the after-life.

May be, its not as tormenting as the one that I am leading at the moment.


bondgal_rulz said...


Hold your horses there!! I don't know you personally and nor do I have an iota of knowledge of what's so terribly wrong in your life that you wish that it would end.

But I know for a fact that whatever it is, will pass eventually and you will find a new leash of life. Sometimes, we take ourselves too seriously. Take a look around and you will find stories which will give you goosebumps, people who have endured unspeakable things and situations and yet are living on. Happily.

Make the effort. I know it means a lot to at least one person in your world. :)